HEY kid what did you do.. jump ship?

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 03:15:46 GMT

FIrst off.. this is the best game ever for Sega...

Second.. everytime you see a yellow Jeep look for me!!

Just In time for the Super Bowl

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 17:47:47 GMT

This picture does no justice...

...I love it..

finally not a blurry ass tv..

60"in Sony tv.. with HD.

NOw.. im just waiting for comcast to deliver the HD box.

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 21:14:32 GMT

My boyfriend is adorable. And alot cuter than yours.

I can't wait for Valentines Day. I got daniel bear something nice.. he has NO idea what I got him.. neither do you..

Ok so im listening to channel 716. I thought this was the electronica channel.. NO they are playing some rap garbage. im disappointed.. but i love the little Scion advertisment they added in this channel.. lol. Not that anybody cares.. but the xA and xB are soon to be retired and a NEW scion is coming out. im kinda excited. Maybe it'll be cool.

I realllllly want my FJ already!!!!!! All silver LEASEd FJ Cruiser.. SWEET DEAL.

I might look for another job though.. undecided. Maybe a bank teller or something.

I AM GRADUATING in MAY. wooo.. now.. on to another school though.. I wanna get more out of my life.. So i will probably go to Roosevelt University. The Chicago Campus looks beautiful.. but I hate Chicago.. so hopefully i wont have to go there. Too much bustle and $ for a girl like me. I figure i'll be in school for like 5 more years.. but im okay with that.. i just wanted to be married by 26 though.. and be done with kids by 32.. if i even have kids. I hate kids so much. they are fun for like an hour.. and then im done. We better hurry this up here.. but yea.. i wanna get alot of degrees and a whole sort of exposure to diff. things.. so we'll see.

What am i going to do today??? Wel.. i dont know!! IM hungry.. and i wanna do something exciting.. i need some spunkiness in my life.. sometimes dan is really bad at making that happen though... he likes to sit around all day and watch tv, while i hate that. Im a get up n go kinda gal.

Did i mention i went to U of Iowa 2 weekends ago? ya.. i did.

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 17:37:54 GMT

oh man that bears game yesterday was amazing.

My parents were out of town ... so me and dan hung out here all weekend. it was awesome. We did alot of driving around.. talking.. we went to Fry's.. holy cow that place is huge!! We ate at Claim Jumper.. it was all around a great weekend.. i love spending time with him.especially when i have all of his attention! lol.

Im so happy i have today off.. yet im completely bored that i rather be at work. haha. i miss dan and its not like a saturday where he works till 2. so this sucks.

I really havent updated in awhile.. Christmas was good. Dan got me Tiffany.. so of course i was excited. I need to take more pictues.. i always say that but i never do.

Still working at toyota.. i love it.. i love the money.. haha.. Dan is a mechanic so thats good for him. i wanna move out. Were thinking about it in the fall. we'll see what happens. It'd be fun though..
haha i'd decorate it all cutesy and dan would be liek wtf? what is that??. i adore him so much.

Nothing else really going on.. just workin full time.. and tanning.. then working some more.. hanging out with dan couple nights a week...getting starbucks alot and shopping the other nights. i love shopping. ugh. i spend so much money doing that though..

you know what i just ate that i havent had in a long time? twix.. ugh it was soo good too.

it was nice waking up to snow on thte ground this morning.. yet i really dont like snow. but its still pretty.

ok im done posting. .this was really pointless.

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 20:18:49 GMT

Things have been AMAZING with the boy. period. Ever since that one huge fight.. things have been soo good. Im so happy. And I heard a really good song just a second ago on Kelli gf's myspace page.. haha so im that much happier.

I have an exam tonight. ew. thats the only thing i dont wanna think about right now cuz it brings me down.

My moms bday is tomorrow.. were goin to this fancy ass restaurant tomo.. i have to wear nice clothes and my dad and bro a suit. hah. its gunna be off the chain.

Dan bought me the prettiest roses ever for sweetest day. Hes really starting to become such a sweetheart. He goes out of his way for me alot more now. god damnit its about time! lol. I dont know whats gotten into him but i dont want it to stop. He's alot diff. than my past bf's too. which thats a good thing. i guess i kinda like that he gives me more space than im used to having.. + he has good taste in everything from clothes to food. hahaha. weird. i guess we just click really well.

We went to Goebberts on Sunday.. the baby came with!! awww hes sooo cute. he looks just like stefan with that reddish hair. hes adorable. me and dan went into the petting zoo haha and we saw pig races.. it was the best ever.. minus it being super ass cold.. it was a well spent sunday... in fact.. the past few days have been well spent when i see him. well it always is.. but these days have been extra special.

Now were planning what were gunna do on our 6 mo. and our company christmas parties. im so excited to get all dressed up and have a hunk with me. lol. hunk. lol

time to go to class..

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 17:16:27 GMT

Boy is at a wedding today. He wont be home till late.

=0(

Im sick.

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Im hungry, but i dont want to eat.

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I have homework to do, i dont wanna do it.

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Starbucks with Meghan tonight... our Sunday ritual...

=0)

We go there to do homework though.

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I have to clean the bunny cage. ick.

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all in all... nothing to look forward to today.

mine mine mine

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 05:31:31 GMT

OH DEAR LORD. it feels amazing to have him back. This is the first time in awhile, im good again.I was soo miserable but now I am soooooooooO happy. Please, dont take my happiness away from me. I just want everything to go right from here on out. I know thats alot to ask for but i am going to try my absolute best. I just hope he tries his best as well.. I hope i mean as much to him as he means to me. i want to grow to love that boy. Hes soooo unbelievably hot with his hair all shaved short and his beard all groomed all short. mmmmm. hot. Me and him need to take some pictures.. real soon! ugh. he drives me crazy with those blue eyes. All 6'3 of him will be all mine. haha who woulda thought????
It'd be awesome if he moves out with sean and anthony. I told him i'd be spendin many nights there. hehe.

i have so much to say, but i dont feel like typin it out. im tired. i think im gunna go to bed and have some good dreams.

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 23:57:39 GMT

That is the bunny that the boy got me. I love him, although he doesnt get along with gizmo too well.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 00:41:32 GMT

I love how he makes me wait....

...... no, not sex....

other stuff...

its amazing... Life is super sweet.

He got me a bunna for my birthday. =0)

i'll post pics soon.

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 01:23:26 GMT

I need a boyfriend who doesnt depend on mom to wipe his ass n e more.

I need a boyfriend who is moved out so he shows some maturity and can take care of himself

I need a boyfriend who doesnt do spurt of the moment things.. things need to be told to me a few days before hand, if not, it aint happenin..

i visited my grandma yesterday. God, i miss my grandpa...sooo unbelievably much... i could hardly handle it the house when i went. I just wanted to break down. it makes me so sad to go there now.. i hate that i feel that way.. because i want to visit my grandma but its hard..my grandpa was so great. he did so much for me. i wonder if there is a heaven and if he looks down on me everyday.. cuz i sure as hell think of hiim everyday.

I hope the man i marry is just like him.

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave

I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It's try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?

When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave

+Toyota pretty much offered me the job again... and is willing to come to an "agreement" with me to stay there. woo hoo. god, i love that job. and the $$$

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 23:55:47 GMT

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
I'm in over...

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

that song is amazing.

Like my grandma always said-
Whoever said money doesn't buy happiness.. they are so wrong! cuz it sure does! haha she rocks.

I hope it rains.. liek really rains.. so my boyfriend can hold me. Hes so cuddly. I <3 him.

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 21:03:28 GMT

HI

just a reminder my birthday is coming up..

My plans are to get silly stupid drunk and go to mission. I will post an invitation for everyone but this is their fair warning.. August 18th looks like the night. or the 19th.

this is for meghan- i wanna take ecstacy.. then go to mission for my birthday. haha hell yea! *randomness*

p.s.. birthday list: Mario Tricoci gift certificate and starbucks gift certificates.

ahhha buy me gifts. please?

another reason why i dont want a bf:

because he'll fuck over my birthday like every other bf i've had. nothing will go the way i want it/hinted it for the past 3 months. so why even bother trying?

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 22:50:01 GMT

I havent felt so empty in a long time. Most days I feel like I just want to sleep and never wake up.

I tried so hard not to get attached.. and i did.. i fell for it.. yet again.. and i screwed up.

I realized though, that its not him, its me. I'm the one. For some reason it gets under my skin. he did hardly anything wrong. its all on me. .

I put on a front for awhile, and now im not going to deny it anymore. I am hurt. I put on a front for everyone and well.. i was just kidding.

my heart hurts. yuck.

Work is the only thing that can get my mind off of things.. oh and the mall.. speaking of which, i am heading there now cuz i cant take it.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 02:27:20 GMT

Pictures of the new baby will be up soon =0)

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 23:47:55 GMT

Dan and I have been doing awesome as of lately. Hes such a sweetie.

Main reasons why i like him as of lately:
He loves Redlobster & pizza with green olives on it.

I stayed home sick from work today. i dont kow what is up with me. i have the worst stomach ache that just wont go away. He came over and brought me soup. what a cutie.

I got him to smile more often... hehe..

Saw Pirates 2. Didn't like it. First one was better.

Im gunna go lay back down again. ughhhh.. trust me.. today sucked so much that i rather be at work!

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 18:11:40 GMT

No more dressing up for work for awhile. boss man said jeans for the next few months.. We have high goals set for the next few months so he wants us comfortable as possible. woo hoo!

I've been pretty much blowing off going into work on saturday. One saturday i had off and i realized how amazing it is to have the day off. lol. I love saturdays.

Today, I think im going to get jimmy johns, go to target, then head over to the cemetary.

maybe try to bother kelly agaain. hehe.

p.s... i like when boy takes me out for expensive dinners.
His haircut+ glasses = complete hottie.

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 05:34:30 GMT

So much going on in my life. dont know where to begin.

Today.. worked.. went in late, got free subway, left at 3. god my job is better than yours.
THen i went to Chicago with my bestest buddy. Hung out. way too crowded so we avoided that whole taste shit.. and just ate at some amazing bar place with amazing pizza. Then watched the fireworks at millenium park, which were pretty lame. At least I spent less than 20 bucks. good. fuckin lame expensive chicago.

got classes signed up. its gunna be exciting. I love hanging out with a little bit of everyone for a change. no boy to hold me up! I've been meetin up with alot of people i havent seen in forever. good.

Im trying to get better at taking more pictures. i'll post some chicago ones.. maybe...

OhOh i rented that movie Match Point. Fucked up.. but very good if ur into those british love stories.

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 16:04:38 GMT

He most certainly does not talk with his hands.

hes a good maker outer.

So what is new in my life?

I finally got the whole ten yards & dirty dancing. love those movies. still have a couple more i wanna purchase. Been working 24/7 + overtime. but my first check has finally arrived. and let me tell u it was amazing. wayyy over a grand. woohoo. And as always sandra makes work better times 10. I am signin up for classes on monday with daniel. oh it is gunna be interesting.

I feel too good for that place. no matter how conceited that sounds. i dont care.

I have been hangin out with alot of old friends too, rob, kelly, cheryl, carl, etc etc. attempted with amanda but her and gimza got all mad at eachother. I like it cuz my boyfriend trusts me and doesnt mind if i hang out with friends. same goes to him. its a healthy relationship kinda thing. i think its good for eachother too.

He got his eclipse running again. no more nova for awhile i guess. he is in love with that car.. i can tell. im scared for him to get into these races though.. but the money i wouldnt mind. hehe.

im watching ren and stimpy.. in blurrrr. cuz my tv in the living room is officially jacked up. yea, its kinda a headache.

I need to clean my room but i have no clue what to do with any of that shit. I still have stuf fin boxes n whatnot. I want to go on vacation. i wanna go to disney world. fuck disney land. it sucked.

i cant wait for my next paycheck. i wanna go shopping so bad. but since i didnt get paid for awhile my credit card bill was high n whatnot so im back to not too much money.

me and dan are planning to stay downtown for a night sometime soon. it'll be cool. were gunna get a room with a oversized tub and bathrobes..

bow chicka bow bow.

x

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 05:54:24 GMT

He looks cute with his glasses. I like that hes so tall. i feel so safe around him.

but....

he likes import type cars...

im not down with that.

in fact, i think hes more self centered than even myself.

not happy.

i had melting pot today. delicious. i must say..

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 16:48:43 GMT

Cars = good movie

Sat, 03 Jun 2006 16:24:39 GMT

i love fresh haircuts on boys. The shorter the better. mm yea.

speaking of that.. i need a haircut..

I felt like making an entry.. but now i dont. so maybe i'll continue later.

dazed and confused is on.. althought its not as good. cuz its on regular tv.. everything is edited.

doesnt get much better than this!

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 05:10:57 GMT

He has a chase card.

u know what that means.. my favorite commercial...

Our life could be just like that chase mastercard commercial with 100 years playing. marriage, paris, kids, disney world, grandparents....

lol. life is sweet as can be right now.

Sun, 28 May 2006 18:47:20 GMT

he never ceases to amaze me.

i think i amaze him too.

Sat, 27 May 2006 22:23:46 GMT

I love fall out boy. the rest of you are just jealous that your friends bands havent made it.

i honestly dont think theres a problem listening to music that plays on the radio.. but whatever.. you and your friends try so hard to listen to these underground bands that u are just like the rest of the million other kids that do the same. so your really not original. Im not saying that u cant listen to bands that arent big yet..

anyways. i love baked cheetos. Officially pretty much everything i eat is diet. its soo good tho. i quit drinking pop.. for the most part.. i'll have like 1 can a week. i'm pretty proud cuz my jeans are pretty loose already after 2 weeks.

i love Rock the boat by Aaliyah. i know its old. but its soo good. Oh and i like James blunt- you're beautiful. ughhh. dan makes me drool when that song comes on cuz hes so cute. he will sing bits and pieces. awe.precious.

she could see by my face that i was ... fucking hiiighh...

Me+dan+kelly+matt hung out the other day. Jamba juice+starbucks+them= good times. minus dan being on the phone for the majority of the time and matt playing doctor about everything me and kelly mentioned. and oh of course the Nick mocks.. hahahahahahahahahaaa "OOOooOO YEA!"[touches fabric]

kelly bought some badass boots for work. lol. columbia styleee.

Work has been... nothing short of amazing. Sandra is silly as usual.. i love my seat.. cuz no one ever knows what im doing. and i just chill and relax most of the time. Usually start shuttin down around 3:30 haha. sandra.. she shuts down around like 2.. haha.. so im not that bad! but yea. relaxing instead of working quickly.. kinda is bitin me in the butt though.. i am gettin super behind with contracts. its alright tho. last time i worked me and the other intern tag teamed.. so it wasnt too bad..but now its just me. Friday we got out early for doing well throughout the weeek. yesss i love it. next week we have a luncheon.. more excuses to not do shit. haha i win. My check is gunna be for like 900 bucks after taxes. wooo.hoo.

i need money. badly. then i already have my list of stuff i need to buy when i get paid.

im slowly cleanin up my room... gettin it back in order.. i wanna spend more time in there i think. i think i wanna buy like an arm chair or something. we'll see.

Sat, 20 May 2006 16:11:39 GMT

LAST NIGHT. CUBS SOX GAME= MUCH FUN= MUCH COLD. but thats okay. it was awesome. Sasquatch dude looks like a lady sat in front of us. GOOD TIMES. Im a "Chicago" fan... so uh.. i wore a Sox shirt last night? but i also own a Cubs jersey. haha. so umm yea.Its all good. im not into baseball hardcore.. but i do think i look pretty damn cute in this sox baseball tee.

anyways... i am home alone.. pretty damn lonely.. no clue where anyone went. have an idea where my parents went. wont be back until tomorrow. pretty sweet. but im bored. maybe i'll wash my car or something. i would like to go to the outlet mall. any takers? i need to take pictures. Me and carl took some last night. hurry up n post them carl! i wanna steal them for my myspace!

I've been pondering what to put on my rear view mirror.. i figured out what im gunna put.. thanks to carl... this cute stuffed animal type flower thing. its adorable.

I start work monday 8:30 am. im kinda nervous, yet excited.i'lll keep ya updated.

I need to get my hair did!